"..... what was i thinking nicole?Look at me."
"i have a secret.come here...I love you"
"I missed you so much"
"I want to kiss you so bad..."
Up.then down.Round and round.I cant belive waht happened this weekend.I cant belive the things said and done.
That smile is what i was used to.Thats what i missed.
I was led on and lifted up. I feel like i was led right on to the highway and then hit by a big truck.
"i dont want to hurt you"
Thats all that happened.
I hate denial and i hate looseing people.
Me and barrett broke up.
Then barrett came over and we talked.i told him everything.i told him what happened at the party.i told him i missed chris.i told him everything.
I realized barretts the best thing for me right now..and probally for a long time.
Wake up call!!
Dont go back in the past and try to fix things when thats gonna hurt you twice as much.
Yes im happy with barrett.. hes a great guy.has been 5years.But this weekend hurt me.because for that one day when i felt happy with chris again i felt untouchable..then today i just got dropped off a cliff.i hate text messgaes.
I may be giving ..well.barrett may be giving me another chance,which i obviouslly dont deserve,but im still hurt by what happened with chris.
"........Im on an emo roller coaster."
make sure theres room for two.the time away from eachother with result either good or bad.
anywayss...
its winter soon..YEAH!its gonna be cold.aw shoot!
HOODS UP!
I've seen those eyes. I've watched them close at night.
And you breathe in and you breathe out again.
Sister's coming over and I'm afraid to tell her secrets that I know.
Painting without colors, it tends to make it better, it bleaches out the world.
..Was it the end - the end that kept you up till the morning?
Im gonna go.I love you guys.
love and movies
nicolee | 
